A fantasy come true.

A fantasy come true.With each passing year, the feelings and urges increased. The yearning desire, never going away, only got stronger. When I was very young, I had a few experiences with other boys. Years later, they are still the best, most thrilling, most erotic sexual encounters of my life. For years, I fought my urges. Being in a traditional, committed relationship with my girlfriend, I didn’t want to jeopardize it. However, my lust for cock grew. I found myself first watching straight porn and fantasizing about being the girl, sucking cock and taking cum. Sometimes even watching gay porn and starting to find other men’s bodies attractive. Eventually, I found sissy training videos and I knew what I wanted. Those images and messages of being submissive to a man’s needs, to be used, to suck cock and swallow cum. I now knew what was missing, a need that had to be satisfied. It was almost all I could think about.Knowing I would be alone for the next few weeks, I set up an online ad on a gay dating site. I was open and honest, I said I had to be discreet, wasn’t looking for a relationship, but wanted to suck a man’s cock to completion. To be on my knees for him and to be cummed on and in. I included pictures and stats. I am not a small guy, big, tall and muscular, I honestly wasn’t sure if anyone would be interested in indulging my somewhat sissy fantasies.I actually got several responses, very quickly. My cock swelled and ached in my pants before I even opened the first message. One of the first was a guy in an office and it wasn’t even far from me. He wrote that he loved a daytime blowjob and would love to have me come by and service him. Nervous and heart pounding, güvenilir bahis I drove to his location. I thought about not going in, but my lust for cock was too strong, had been denied for too long. I went in.I won’t say what kind of business it was or where, but the private office was a little dark, dated and dirty. Maybe it was perfect for what I needed. A heavier man, hairy and gruff, he sat back in his chair and with almost no words spoken, began to undo his pants. We both knew why I was there.I moved to my knees before him and helped to free his cock, pulling his pants and shorts down to his ankles, giving me total access to his hanging cock and balls. I moved my face to his crotch and even as nervous as I was, couldn’t help but moan softly as my lips touched his shaft. Big and thick, It felt soft and yet firm and began to swell under my touch. His musky scent filling my nostrils, he slid down his chair alittle and I sucked on each of his hanging balls, one then the other. I had no doubt, I loved every second. My own cock strained against my pants and I could feel the head was wet and slick with pre cum. I was so turned on. I now licked his shaft, his cock becoming harder and harder. I was an unashamed cocksucker now and took his engorged cocks head between my lips and down over his fat helmet. His thick, meaty cock felt amazing as it filled my mouth and streched my lips. As if in slow motion, it seemed as if I could feel every curve, every vein and I loved it, This was even better than I had dreamed. Soon, my mouth was bobbing up and down on him. As much as I enjoyed the act of sucking him, as much as I wanted to continue, I wanted him to cum even more. türkçe bahis I wanted his warm, sticky load, my creamy reward. I began to quicken my pace, hoping to coax him into orgasm. “Fuck yeah, suck that dick!” his words surprised me. Reality set in, I WAS on my knees sucking dick and I was thrilled, happy and content. I let out a cock muffled moan in approval, then felt his hand on the back of my head, encouraging me to take him deeper. I wrapped my fingers around his fat cocks base and began to stroke him as I struggled to go down on him even further. “Fuck yeah, fuck yeah” then, “Aawwwww” and I felt warm, thick semen flood into my mouth. I didn’t think twice and swallowed. I felt his silky load coat my throat and it made my brain tingle. Cum and saliva began spilling out the sides, I moaned and continued to suck him, giving him a complete, satisfying orgasm and milking every salty drop. As I left, I knew I was different, I felt different. I also couldn’t wait to do it again. Within hours, I as meeting another guy. He was more clean cut, with a business type look, a family man. He wasn’t getting what he needed at home and expressed a need to be discreet also. I couldn’t wait. He rented a room room for us, but there was already talk of meeting in his car in the future. He stripped down, totally nude and asked me to do the same. I was much larger than him, tall and dark, he was thin and pale. With him sitting back on the bed, I moved between his legs and he ran his hands along my arms and back as I kissed his pubic mound and upper thighs. I kissed his cock before taking it in my mouth and tasting the wonderful, now familiar, taste of a man’s manhood. He stroked güvenilir bahis siteleri my hair and caressed my arms as my mouth pleasured him. The idea of a man over me, cumming on me was always so appealing and I wanted to experience it. Like I had seen girls do in so many videos, I rolled on to my back and pulled him on top of me. The position nearly took my breath away as the view of his cock and tight ballsack only inches from my face was so sexual and thrilling. I put my hands on his ass and pulled him down onto my face, his balls now easily worshiped by my mouth and tongue. He reached behind and squeezed my throbbing, drooling cock. It felt incredible to feel a man’s touch and it made me moan in delight. He smiled, then moved down my body and took my aching hard dick in his mouth. My eyes rolled back into my head, I felt dizzy and light headed, it was amazing. He made me cum so quickly, so fiercely, my body shook. He then moved back and I met his throbbing, pre cum leaking cock with an open mouth. His dick tasted sweet and delicious. I only wanted him even more. I sucked me passionately, loving the submissive position, loving his cock filling my mouth. When he pulled his dick away and began to stroke himself, I had to fight the urge to moan like a slut. The thought of him cumming on my was thrilling, sexy and so dirty. I loved it. I opened my mouth to catch his cum and watched as his fist, stroked his dick just inches from my face. I stroked his thighs and ass, willing him into orgasm. A watery spurt of pre cum came first, hitting me all over, then a thick glob of sperm landed on my cheek and eye, sticky and warm, then another, covering my face in his jizz. He moaned as he forced his still cumming cock back into my mouth and I tasted his warm, thick load. Quickly coating my mouth and tongue, I swallowed his cum, first once then a second time. Again, I felt that wonderful, cum induced tingle.