Becoming a Submissive for BBC

Becoming a Submissive for BBCas told to me from a friendI am a 55 year old white guy. I have had a number of sexual experiences with other men. For some reason, the black guys I have met are all well endowed and are always a top or more dominant in every one of my relations with black men. In more than half of my hundreds or so sex trysts that I had with men, they have been with black men. I was always the bottom! It was almost immediate the way that the black guy took control, had me down on my knees and serving him and pleasuring him. It didn’t matter whether he was smaller than me or not, it seemed almost natural that he took control. Like it was understood, black guy top and white guy bottom. In each of the hundreds of relationships that I have been in with black male lovers, I was always the bottom submissive one in the relationship. Sometimes I queried them about how many other white men did they have servicing them and were submissive to them. In almost every case, it ranged from dozens and dozens to in the hundreds! I was astonished. How widespread does big black cock go to turning straight white men into gay cocksuckers for black cock?It is nationwide and must affect maybe tens of millions of white males, most who probably are married like me and leading a double life, looking straight on the outside, but dropping to their knees as submissive cocksuckers for big black cock. It is even documented by the hundreds and hundreds of gay porn videos showing dominating big black guys forcing their white submissives to submit to them a lot of the time in the most degrading ways with gang scenes, orgies, prison sex, and black master/white slaves! My first time sexual encounter with a black man was in an adult video arcade. I was about 30. I had sucked cocks for a few years, mostly white or Hispanic. This time, I was in a large video booth naked masturbating myself when in walked this 40 year old black man. I thought I had locked the door and was surprised when he came over to me and unzipped his pants. He pulled out a very large 9” hunk of meat! I just sat there almost in shock. Without saying a word, he fed his long penis to my mouth. He knew unequivocally that I would suck his big black dick and I did!I opened my mouth and I started sucking on him. His big stick soon was rock hard. güvenilir bahis Then all of a sudden, he pulled himself out of my mouth, grabbed both of ankles and bent my legs back past my ears! My ass was now sticking up and he inserted his moistened member into my tight hole. He forced himself deeper and deeper into my pucker. It sent a burning sensation throughout my body. I was shocked as my tight anus swallowed his huge tool! He had shoved it all of the way in me. The pain was sharp, but it began dissipating fairly fast. He began rocking his thick powerful hips and began fucking me! All of sudden all of the pain was gone and it was replaced with the most euphoric satisfying pleasure that I had ever experienced. I moaned with each of his powerful strokes. He grunted as he fucked me faster and faster as my hole loosened up and stretched. I had no idea being fucked in the ass could feel so good, but it did and I didn’t want it to ever stop. I began kissing him and wrapped my legs around him. I also began squeezing my ass muscles on his big rod as he had his way with me. He fucked me for twenty minutes and it felt so good then all of sudden his breathing got more rapid and his body tensed up and he yelled out that he was going to cum. And he did, I felt his dick began pulsating shooting into me. I felt his hot semen filling me up blast after blast of his cum squirted into me. He collapsed on top of me. We just laid there, his big spent rod still buried in me and we just were breathing real hard and sweating heavily. This guy began returning my kisses. He buried his tongue in my mouth and smothered me in kisses. I, at that moment, felt just like a woman now and totally submissive to her big strong dominant man. It was like this black man had flipped a switch in me. I now felt like a woman next to him. It had felt so incredible his big dick in me. I hadn’t realized it until he pulled out his spent cock and got off me that I noticed that I had gotten hard and had an orgasm myself. I had shot my own semen all over my stomach. He told me his name was Jerry and he called me “Baby!” I couldn’t believe he called me baby. I felt weird; my rear throbbed even though he had pulled his rod out of me. I was mesmerized looking at him with his pants off and his long flaccid dick just hanging türkçe bahis there! That was his pleasure stick that he had just fucked me silly with. All of a sudden, my rear felt empty and vacant. I wanted him again. I wanted him to fuck me again. I actually begged him to fuck me again! I reached out and grabbed his limp tool and I opened my mouth and started sucking him again. He put his hand out and pushed me away. Telling me “no baby, I have to go, if you have a pen I will give you my phone number.”I grabbed my pants, searched for a pen and something to write his number down. I was in luck and wrote down his phone number. I had to see him again. It was like he owned my mouth and my ass now and I would do anything to give it to him again, unfortunately I never saw Jerry again. I called the number, but no one there knew a Jerry! That encounter with Jerry changed my whole life and changed my whole psyche. That was all I thought about was big black dicks! I started going out and I had to view gay male porn that had white submissives submitting to dominant black tops! I would only hook up with black men most of the time. My first long-term sexual relationship with a man was with a younger black guy who had a big dick that was 8.5” and was still attending college. He knew that he had a big dick and loved dominating older white guys and making them totally submissive to him sexually and socially as well!His name was Henry. He was a young graduate student. Our first meeting had him getting me to follow him back to his dorm room. He had me suck him until he was hard then he fucked me bareback for a couple of hours. He came in me four times! Henry, even though he was young at 23, was very mature and knowledgeable when it came to sex and psychology. While shorter than my 6’1”at 5’7” at 180 pounds, he was incredibly muscular and powerful. He could pick up my 175-180 lb body and hold me onto his big thick member and fuck me until I almost passed out! He was sending a message to me psychologically that he was superior, smarter and stronger than me! I believed it and I felt and acted submissive to him.Henry and I carried on a sexual rendezvous for the next 12-14 years. After the first few months, he always wore a condom. He was so sexually potent that he had dozens of other white guys that güvenilir bahis siteleri he used for sex as well! On a few occasions, I was included in a group sex orgy which consisted of sometimes up to 4-5 of us submissive white guy bottoms being used for sex at the same time by him! He ordered us around and fucked each of us even on occasion inviting several other black top friends of his over and joining in. We white guys were always submissive and did whatever these black guys wanted. They even made us pay them reparations or tribute money. They knew everything about us and where we lived. I was actually married and my wife never knew, that is until recently. It was the most humiliating thing when she found out. She had threatened to leave me and the only reason that she didn’t is Henry sent this friend over to teach her about the superiority of big black dick for white women as well as white men!This guy named Leon was a tall 6’5” black ex football player. He was powerfully built and had a huge 11-12” penis! He was even more persuasive than Henry! He had me down on my knees and me sucking him until he was hard. My wife was dumbfounded watching me suck this guy’s cock. She had never seen a cock that big. She had never been with a black man before. She was just used to my 5.5” much smaller white dick. Once this guy’s dick was rock hard, she was mesmerized by it. She began taking off her clothes and she replaced me and dropped to her knees in front of Leon and she played with his monster penis and she tried to suck him and could only get a few inches of his thick long tool in her mouth. She just kept saying “oh wow, it is so big!”Leon grabbed her, picked her up and disappeared into our bedroom. I could hear nothing, but loud moans of pleasure as she had one orgasm after another! Leon fucked her for an hour. My wife and I never had sex after this. She only allowed black men to fuck her. We are still married, but I have to pay for her trysts with other black men and vacations with them. After Henry moved away, this did not end my relationship with black tops and masters. I still lived at home, but there is always some other black stud sleeping with my wife in our bed. I see other men besides black men now, sometimes Hispanic or Middle Eastern men, but the one thing they have in common is they all have big dicks. My tight hole is not so tight anymore and I need very large cocks! With the different social dating sites, there are many more willing tops with big dicks ready to top a bottoms anus even well used ones!