Julie , Steve Ch. 03

It had been a couple days since their big fight. Julie walked around the apartment in a daze, listening to the message Steve had left on the answering machine for the hundredth time. Her only solace came from the face that the fight had happened on the weekend. She didn’t feel like going to class. Hell, she didn’t feel like leaving the apartment – even though everything there seemed to remind her of Steve in some subtle way or another.

Julie had felt so alone the past couple days, bursting into tears every so often. Her usually bright green eyes were constantly red-rimmed and swollen. She still wore the same blouse and skirt she had put on the night he left. She still couldn’t believe what had happened. She had told him that she loved him and he broke her heart. He used her body and then plainly told her that he didn’t love her. She had showered in a feeble attempt to feel clean and dressed in a plain blouse and skirt she had never worn for him, unable to feel comfortable even in her pajamas.

The hours passed, but the pain didn’t. She found herself wanting to drive up to Steve’s apartment several times a day. This afternoon, she couldn’t stop herself.

She parked out front and slowly got out of the car. She walked up to the building and let herself in using the key Steve had given her, not entirely certain of what she was doing. Before she realized it, she was there. Taking a deep breath, she knocked gently and waited for Steve to answer.

The sound of someone at his door jerked Steve out of his trance. He hadn’t slept much since he’d left the apartment he was just beginning to share with Julie. No matter what he did, he couldn’t stop thinking about her. He couldn’t get it out of his head that maybe if he could just pick up the phone and tell her what she wanted to hear, everything would somehow be right. But, he couldn’t lie to her. He had been divorced for three years, but his heart still belonged to his ex-wife.

So, he had settled for sitting in his sparsely furnished apartment, flipping through the channels. At least, he had bee flipping through the channels until about an hour ago. Now, he sat looking at “snow.” He had called last week to have the cable turned off in anticipation of moving in with Julie. Almost everything he owned was in a box or at Julie’s apartment.

And now he had to deal with someone knocking at his door. Steve guessed it was probably the landlord, wondering when Steve would be out. It seemed that there was already someone waiting to move in.

“Damn it! Leave me alone, already! I’ll let you know when I’m ready. I paid you, didn’t I?” Steve grumbled as he rose and went to the door.

Opening it to yell some more, Steve was stunned to find Julie there instead. He opened the door slowly, and Julie saw that he looked just as bad as she felt. At least she was dressed. He was still wearing his robe. He hadn’t shaved for a couple of days and his hair was a mess.

“Julie?”

She gave him a watery smile and sniffled a little as she shifted from one foot to the other. When she spoke, her voice was soft and weak.

“Hi. Can … can I come in for a minute?” She lifted her red-rimmed, tear filled eyes to his and tried to keep her bottom from quivering. She waited for what seemed an eternity for him to either send her away or invite her inside.

“Julie…” His voice caught in his throat. He didn’t know what to say to her. She looked horrible but amazing at the same time. Guilt almost overwhelmed as he forced himself to accept the fact that he was the one responsible for making her feel and look that way. He nodded mutely and stepped aside, motioning her in and closing the door behind them.

Julie stepped inside and walked to the middle of the living room. Boxes and crates were everywhere, still packed and ready for the move. She took another deep breath to steady herself and tugged at her blouse and skirt, both wrinkled from two days of wear. It wasn’t until now that she realized she had neglected to change clothes since the night Steve left. Thinking on it now, she wasn’t even sure she had eaten.

“I …,” she cleared her throat, searching for a place to begin. “I’ve been thinking about you a lot the past couple of days.”

Steve nodded, not sure how to respond. He motioned to the sofa and sat on a box across the room in an attempt to give her space.

“I have, too. I …,” he began before shaking his head and motioning for her to go on. “I’m sorry. Continue, please.”

Julie sat down on the edge of the sofa and immediately stood again, pacing back and forth. Steve stood with her and watched helplessly as she twisted her hand nervously in front of her as the words began to flow.

“I … I know you don’t love me, Steve, but I. I’ve been so lonely and lost without you. I don’t know what to do with myself,” she told him as tears streamed unheeded down her cheeks. “I can’t think. I can’t sleep. Hell, I don’t even know if I’ve eaten in two days! I can’t take this any more.

“I Beylikdüzü escort know,” she continued, taking a deep breath and swiping at the tears as hiccupping sobs shook her chest and shoulders. “I know you don’t feel the same way, but I need you back, Steve. I can’t seem to live without you.”

Having stood by silently, listening patiently as Julie bared her soul, Steve felt more powerless than ever. He wanted to go to her, to make it all go away. As Julie’s sobbing overcame her, Steve sat and put his head in his hands, crumbling visibly.

“Julie, I … I can’t tell you how happy it makes me to hear that,” he said, looking up at her. “I feel the same way. I’m just not the same without you. But, I don’t want you to have to settle. You deserve more than I can give you. I want so badly to tell you that I … I …,” he couldn’t look her in the eye any more and put his face back in his hands. “I just can’t. But I can’t live without you, either. What do we do?”

He stood and paced, speaking once again, “Do we try living as just friends? I do love you that way. I’ve loved you that way for years, you know that. But, I know that’s not enough for you.”

Julie sniffled and let out a sound that was half sob and half laugh. Moving toward Steve, she dropped to her knees in front of him and took his hands in hers.

“Steve, I need you. I need you to be there when I come home every night and in my bed when I wake up every morning. I don’t care that you don’t love me the way I love you. You love me in a way, and maybe someday … someday everything will be as I’ve always dreamed.”

“And if it’s not?” Steve countered. “If I never do?”

She sniffled again and gave her shoulders a slight shrug. “Then I will be content just to be with you.”

“Julie, I’ve been in one-sided relationship. You don’t understand what it is you’re agreeing to live with.”

She shook her head, a stubborn scowl forming on her pretty, tear-stained features.

“NO! YOU don’t understand! Steve, if I don’t live with you, there is nothing for me. I can’t stand the thought of not having you in my life. If you refuse, I don’t know what I’m going to do!”

“I could never refuse you, Julie,” he told her, staring deeply into her eyes. “Don’t you understand? As right as this has been, I’m still struggling with how wrong it is. But, I can’t deny you. I want you so much. Being with you, being wrapped up in one another’s bodies … That, above all, is right. I know it should be about more than sex, but every second I’m awake my body aches for you. I’m not “right” if I’m not pleasuring you or being pleasured by you. I just want you to understand how …”

His voice broke off as Julie’s eyes filled with tears. In the silence, her voice trembled and broke as she begged him, “Please, Steve. I can’t live without you. I don’t want to live without you.”

She was breaking his heart just as he had broken hers a few nights ago. Regardless, he took a deep breath, steeling himself and hardening his voice as much as possible. He stared, unflinching, into her eyes and gave his own ultimatum.

“Then you’ve got to accept that you’ll be only three things to me: Roommate. Friend. Fuck slut.”

He held his breath, laboring to continue his emotionless gaze as tears spilled down Julie’s cheeks. Hearing his offer, she closed her eyes briefly and nodded, knowing that a refusal would be foolish on her part. She opened her eyes and smiled at him again, a sparkle returning to her eyes – though dimmer than the day they met in the coffee shop.

“If that’s all you can give me, I’ll take it.”

“No, it can’t be like that. Take a day, take two. Take all week if you have to. This can’t be an ‘if … then’ decision. It has to be all or nothing, Julie. You can’t be resigned to it or you’ll resent me in a year or two. Worse, you’ll resent yourself. Take your time. Think about it. I don’t want to wait another second to be with you, but this is a big decision. It shouldn’t be made lightly.”

Julie was shaking her head again before he even finished speaking. “No, you don’t understand,” she told him, scowling at the concept of waiting any longer. “I can’t live like this any more, Steve. I need you back. I can’t go through life in this fog I’ve been in for the past two days; it would drive me insane! I know what I’m agreeing to, Steve. Please. I’ll be your roommate, your friend. Most of all,” she purred, “I’ll be your fuck slut. Please, Steve. Oh, god please!”

No longer sure of the situation, Steve forced a weak smile to his face and squeezed her hands as he sat back in front of her.

“I guess I should be getting the rest of my stuff moved in, then.”

Julie beamed up at him through her tears and leaned in, kissing him hungrily in response. Steve’s doubts were erased that second as his body took over. He melted into her kiss, kneeling on the floor with her and opening his robe.

“Oh Julie! I’ve missed you.”

Her hands were everywhere; Steve couldn’t keep Beylikdüzü escort up. She caressed and stroked his flesh as she pressed against him, aching for Steve to be pulsing inside her. He was forced to push her back at arm’s length to catch his breath, smiling at her again.

“Just to warn you, I haven’t showered since I left for work Friday morning.”

Julie laughed, breathless with need and desire. She rose smoothly to her feet, tugging off her clothes.

“Then let’s go have one now. You can fuck me there.”

“That’s one we haven’t done, yet,” Steve said, eyes brightening as he stood with her. He shrugged off his robe and stepped out of the boxers he was wearing the last time they were together. “After this, we’ll move all my stuff and I’ll take you shopping. How’s that sound?”

“Mmmm. That sounds perfect. You haven’t taken me shopping yet.”

She was fully naked now, her body throbbing with her need for him. She took his hand and tugged him into the bathroom like an eager child, turning on the water. Holding her hand out, she made sure it wasn’t too hot before turning on the shower and stepping under the spray. Releasing Steve’s hand, she tilted her head back, closing her eyes as she let the water cascade over her naked body. A breathy sigh escaped her lips as the hot water rushing over her skin stripped away all the tension from the previous days.

Steve stood outside the shower, his mouth gaping at the sight. He leaned back against the sink to watch the water pour over her body, making it glisten the way it did after a long night of sex. Realizing he hadn’t yet joined her, Julie opened her eyes, blinking the water away. She couldn’t help but laugh at the expression of absolute lust on his face. Knowing what he wanted, she began to tease him even more by running her hands over the flat planes of her belly and her smoothly shaved pussy.

“Well, are you coming?”

The double-entendre made Steve chuckle. “Not yet, but I hope to be soon,” he said with a grin. “Go ahead, though. I’m enjoying the show.”

That much was obvious from his engorged cock. He hopped up onto the counter and sat there watching, slowly stroking himself as he enjoying her teasing. Julie giggled and reached for the soap, working up a good lather. Soaping her breasts, she watched him with dark eyes as she squeezed and massaged her tender mounds. Winking playfully, she licked her lips and lowered her hands to glide down over her belly and dip between her thighs. Her legs parted to accept her hand and her eyes closed against the pleasure as she began to roll her hips against her fingers.

“Mmmmmm. Oh yeah, I like that,” Steve told her, stroking harder and faster. “You really know how to get an old man’s heart racing, don’t you?” He grinned at her lustfully as she opened her eyes again. “Why don’t you show me where you want my cock? Where should I cum for our first make-up sex?”

Not hesitating for a second, Julie giggled and turned around, pressing her shoulders and breasts against the cold tile of the shower wall. Her back arched and she reached behind to spread her cheeks wide.

“What?” Steve gasped, feigning shock. “You couldn’t possibly be suggesting such a thing!”

She giggled again, making him grin even wider as he furiously stroked his cock. Julie looked back over her shoulder, staring hungrily at him. Spreading her legs wider, she moved the fingers of one hand reach down between her splayed cheeks. The hot water rushed down the curve of her back and into her crack, forming a river that crashed against her fingers as they probed at her puckering hole.

“Mmmm. I could suggest it and I am. I want you to fuck my ass, Steve. Fill it with your cum.”

With a growl, Steve leapt from the counter and slipped into the shower behind her. Grabbing her wrists, he lifted them up and stretched her arms wide, pressing roughly against the cold tile. He sandwiched his cock upright between her cheeks and rocked up and down, leaning forward to lick and nibble her earlobe.

“You are such a dirty slut, aren’t you?”

She gasped and moaned, grinding her ass back against him. Her ecstasy was palpable to the point she could taste it, and she licked her lips feverishly. Her body tingled at the contrast of the cold tile under her breasts and the hot cock between her cheeks.

“OH! Oh yes! Steve, I’m such a dirty, naughty, little slut.”

Steve released her right wrist and reached for the bar of soap. He rolled it in his hand several times, lathering up. Slipping his hand down between them, he pushed his cock out of the way and spread her cheeks. Slowly, but purposefully, he began shoving his middle finger smoothly and fully into her asshole.

“And you’re MY dirty slut, aren’t you, Julie?”

Julie’s gasps turned to squeals as she felt Steve’s finger working deeper and deeper into her ass. She bucked against him, wanting more, as she whimpered breathlessly, “Ohhhhhh. Oh, yes, Steve. Yes, I’m your dirty, little slut.”

“Mmmmmm. Escort Beylikdüzü That’s right. You’re here to please me, aren’t you, Julie? Nothing more than my slut,” Steve growled as he worked his finger in and out of her, pinning her harder to the wall. Releasing her left wrist, he reached down to tug and twist her left nipple.

Julie moaned and whimpered loudly, squirming as his finger teased and tormented her.

“Ohhhhh ohhhh Steve, yes. Oh please. Fuck me! Use your slut’s naughty ass. Steve, PLEASE!”

Tugging hard on her nipple one last time, Steve reached down and grabbed his cock with his left hand, stroking it. Rolling his right wrist, his finger spun in her asshole and hooked upward. Julie squealed and gasped, lifting up onto her tiptoes as he upward, stretching her anus as he guided his cock in under and with his finger. He thrust cock and finger together into her ass, working her roughly.

“OH YES, STEVE!” she moaned eagerly as her ass stretched around him. “Ohhhh fuck my naughty, slutty ass.”

Steve pulled out abruptly and Julie trembled and moaned at the sudden change. She whimpered as he pulled away, begging for more.

“No, slut. You fuck my cock,” he told her. Pushing aside the curtain, he sat on the edge of the tub. “Bring that sexy ass down here onto my cock, slut. Milk every last drop of cum out until you can’t scream any more.”

Eager to please him and to satisfy her body’s needs, she sat backward between his legs. Still facing the shower wall, she bent her knees. Immediately, a throaty groan escaped her lips as she began lowering herself down onto his cock. Steve grabbed her hips and guided her lower, bucking upward involuntarily as her asshole descended onto his throbbing dick.

“OH YES, JULIE!”

Her back arched and she let out a sharp cry as he pulled her down. Her ass now wrapped tightly around his cock, she leaned forward, bracing her hand against the tiled wall. Slowly, methodically, she started to lift herself up and down on his cock.

“Ooooohhhh fuck yeah! Oh! Mmmmmm,” they moaned and groaned together, their voices becoming as one.

Steve placed a hand on the small of her back, guiding her up and down on his cock. As she squealed and bucked, moving faster and harder on his cock, he reached around and fingered her clit. Julie’s moans turned to whimpers when Steve spread her lips wide to pinch her clit between two fingers. He rolled it around in circles, bucking up into her ass harder and harder, now. Grunting and groaning wordless, he slammed up into her again and again as she lowered her tight hole onto his cock. With each thrust, Steve lifted higher and higher off the edge of the tub, suspending them both in midair temporarily. Then, as their legs gave out, they fell rushing back down to have Julie slam into my lap forcefully, his cock stretching and burying into her.

Julie was screaming now, the sound bouncing off the tiled walls in an unending declaration of ecstasy. Somehow, the pace continued to escalate, and her entire body jolted and shuddered as Steve drove hard into her tight ass again and again. His fingers against her clit made her squirm and whimper, and she could feel my orgasm approaching swiftly.

“Ohh … Oohhh fuck! YES Steve! Ohhh god I’m so close … Cum in my ass, baby! Please, fill my ass with your hot sticky cum!”

Spurred on by her cries, Steve pulled his hand away from her clit, grabbing her wrist to guide her hand there before grabbing onto her hips. Timing it perfectly, he lifted her almost completely off his cock as she rose up. As Julie descended, he stood up and met her halfway with such force they were both left in a standing position. Once again, he pressed her roughly against the cold tile, hot cum pouring into her asshole as he screamed and groaned with pleasure.

Julie’s fingers worked madly against her clit, and her screams of pleasure joined Steve’s again as she felt him empty his load into her ass. Her hips twitched and jerked and she clenched her ass tightly around his cock, cumming hard with him. Steve could think of nothing but the desire to be inside her. He was driven completely over the edge when she clamped down on him, and he began to buck harder against her.

Hot, sticky cum swelled around his throbbing cock, unable to find escape. The outpouring just made her tighter and fused them together like glue. Completely lost in orgasm, Steve tugged and slammed back and forth. The warm water rushed over their bodies, rinsing away their sweat as they continued to cum together, riding the waves of pleasure.

Slowly, Julie’s fingers ceased their movements against her clit. She leaned there against the tile trying to catch her breath as Steve’s cock twitched feebly in her ass.

“Fuck, I’ve missed that,” he whispered hoarsely into her ear. “I’ve missed you, Julie.”

His body literally ached with the intensity of their shared orgasm. As they relaxed, Julie released her hold on him and he began to soften. Finally, he was able to pull out and lean against the back wall of the shower. Fascinated, he watch his cum pouring out of her ass, the shower washing it away as it mingled with her cum.

“I don’t think I’m much cleaner, though,” he said with a laugh.