The old man who started to turn me into a pussy-bo

The old man who started to turn me into a pussy-boThis is the true story of my first time with a man but it had been building up for a long time. This older white man was really important to my descent into being a total submissive pussy and so I will go into a little more detail about it. My obsession with pornography from a young age had led me into gay stuff a few times. I noticed that I was only turned on by the stories of domination and humiliation of one man over the other. I noticed that two equal and loving men having sex did not turn me on. However, I still was attracted to women, it was women I stared longingly at, and women whom I fretted over whether successful or not. However, in college, I had been with many women and noticed that I wasn’t getting much pleasure or satisfaction out of sex. I also had many times where my cock simply wouldn’t respond when I was ready and the woman was ready to fuck. This was extremely humiliating and emasculating, to have a woman sitting there naked looking at my limp cock questioningly as I pathetically tried to explain myself and get it hard. I did have very good sex some of the time, especially if the sex seemed random and power-based. If I felt like I was the seducer, sometimes I would give a girl a great ride. However, this never lasted, and after two or three times the thrill would wear off and sometimes I would have impotence problems again. Therefore, by the time I am in college, I had been impotent with many women, and the good sex I had was becoming rarer. This impotence led to a lack of confidence and a tendency to push women away who I could succeed with. It also led to me revisiting gay porn and those gay domination fantasies. Finally, I was tired of not getting laid and tired of the fleeting enjoyment from my rare episode of good sex. I decided to look into an alternative newspaper and use the phone lines to try and hook up with a few guys. The first guy I hooked up with was a little cute submissive with a girlfriend who was out of town. He sucked me off and I started to feel more cocky and dominant. However, when it came time to fuck his little boy butt I lost a little bit of erection and had to make do with a blowjob. He contacted me a few more times and I fantasized about dominating him and maybe fucking his girlfriend to but I never acted on it. Maybe deep down I knew there was something else for me. That’s when my first interaction with the older man, who we can call “Jon.” I met him over a phone line and was immediately intrigued. I left a message about wanting to trade blow jobs or something like that but his responding message was really disrespectful. He responded in a gruff old voice whispering “I know what you want you little faggot, you want to suck my hard cock like the little fag bitch you are.” Despite the disrespect, I felt my dick get extremely hard. My heartbeat sped up and I started to breathe heavily. I was scared and my hands were shaking but I wanted to listed to his voice again. I listened to his raspy voice disrespect me and I was terrified but turned on. Finally, after scrolling bursa escort through the other messages I got up the nerve to call him. He told me where to go, and I was literally shaking with anticipation and desire. I was filled with shame and humiliation as I walked up to the house, I looked around terrified that someone would see me and know I was going to suck a cock. I knocked on the door with shaking hands while looking around frightened. The door opened, an ugly short old man looked out and looked me up and down leeringly. As I stepped inside he smacked my ass hard and told me to go up to the bedroom. I meekly responded to this disrespect even though I didn’t have to. Something about his demeanor awakened an unquestioning obedience in me. When I arrived in the bedroom he unceremoniously dropped his pants and stepped out of them. He put his hands on his hips and waited, his cock and balls hanging there in askance. I was shaking in anticipation and humiliation, waiting for him to say something but he didn’t. He just looked at me with a sneer. “Well here goes,” I thought to myself, “I have fantasized about it.” I never considered walking away because of how ugly he was. Instead blushing with humiliation I dropped to my knees in front of his limp old cock. “That’s right bitch,” he said, “suck that cock.” I could feel my face burning with shame. I could just walk away, or tell him not to talk to me like this. Why wasn’t I objecting to his disrespect? Instead, I tentatively leaned forward and took his old cock into my mouth. I could not look him in the eyes so I closed them as he leered down at me. I had his fleshy cylinder in my lips and I started to act out all the porn stars I had watched over the years. I moved up and down on his dick, which was limp and small enough so that I kept pressing my nose against his flabby stomach before moving back out. “Yeeaaah” he said and then put his hand over my head in a position of total power. At this point something started to happen to me. I started to act out all of my frustration and built up horniness on his old cock. His fleshy cylinder pushed into my mouth and he moaned in satisfaction. I felt so satisfied, here I was pleasing this old man with no pressure of performance, with no bitchy woman waiting for me to get my dick hard. Instead, I was giving this old man pleasure, I was his bitch and I was doing a good job. “Yeah bitch,” he cooed. Instead of being offended I started to think of myself as his bitch. I was a cute little blond in my twenties and I was making him happy. His dick started to grow and surge in my mouth. It became engorged and hot and powerful. I started to become more enthusiastic, and a few slurping sounds came as my lips lost suction around his increasing engorged member. I felt his cock twitch in time with my slurp and I knew that sound must turn him on, just like I loved to hear porn starts make those sounds. Then I really started to lose my inhibitions and started to make love to his cock. I started slurping and moaning. “God I am such a pussy” I thought, moaning and slurping on his bursa escort bayan cock like a ravenous slut. He was grunting and his cock was fully erect. I found myself worshipping his hard cock, thinking, “this is a real man, with a real hard cock.” At this point I could no longer deep throat without gagging but that didn’t stop him. He shoved my head down until it was fully lodged in my throat. Tears came to my eyes and the gag was painful but I didn’t complain. Instead when I finally came off his cock gasping for air with my throat saliva coating his old cock I forced a moan out of my lips and looked up at him. I was determined to suck dick better than all the women in my life. I was determined to be a better slut than them! He looked down at me with a sneer and shoved his hard cock back in. “Your a real little faggot aren’t you?” I felt myself blush with humiliation but I moaned in acquiescence. “Aren’t you?” He said a little more demanding and grabbed my hair roughly. I moaned again but this is not what he wanted so he used his iron hair grip to pull me down his cock. I knew what he wanted. My face was red with shame and tears were streaming down my face as a reaction to his cock in my throat. I did what he wanted. “Yeth thir!” I said trying hilariously to talk with a cock in my mouth. He grinned, obviously enjoying such a humiliating display. “What?” “YETH THIR!!” “That’s right bitch.” That’s when he told me to lie on the bed with my face on the edge so he could fuck my throat easier. He leaned over me and slapped my ass hard. I felt my dick get sooo hard. I thought to myself, “wow, now I get hard??” All those times impotent in front of beautiful waiting women and an old man slapping my ass gives me a huge hard-on??He was obviously loving me, I must have been a good bitch. That’s when he started taunting me about anal. “I know what you really want” *slurp* *slurp* *slurp* “You want to get fucked up the ass don’t you?” *slurp* *slurp* *slurp* “That’s why you really came here isn’t it?” *slurp* *slurp* *slurp* “You want me to fuck you in the ass?” Now, in reality, that is not what I wanted at all. I had no idea what that entailed. I was not prepared for it at all nor did I have any idea what I was in for. On the other hand, I was on cloud nine. I was finally able to be the “bitch” with no pressure to be a “real man.” I was willing to give this old man whatever he wanted. I probably would let him take a video of me and send it to my mom if he would have asked me. But to please my new master I looked up and said “yes sir.” He pushed me onto my back and I immediately (naturally?) lifted my legs up. This made him chuckle, “look at you, putting your legs up like a good little slut.” I blushed with shame but lifted my legs in higher, staring in fear at his rock hard engorged cock. He slipped a condom on and covered his cock in lube. I started to pant in total fear. I realized what a scary situation I was in. He gripped my skinny legs, looked at me with that dirty old man leer, and pushed my legs back until I was folded in half with my thighs resting escort bursa on my chest. “You need to get fucked slut, isn’t that right?” He looked at my exposed butt, and said “your a little hairy down there aren’t you?” I blushed again, but this time for a different reason. I was not blushing because an old man was going to take away my manhood. I was not blushing because I was folded in half like a slutty woman. I was blushing because I wished my butt was smoother for him. That’s when, without warning, he jammed his hard cock in my unsuspecting hole. This is a real story, not the exaggerated stories you usually read. It felt absolutely horrible. I cried out in pain like a wounded a****l. It was explosive pain in my rectum pulsing through my entire body. I gritted my teeth and tried to take it and he pushed in and out. I was crying out in pain and he just kept slamming into me. I tried to take it, to be a good bitch for this old man whom I suddenly worshipped. I wanted to be his young, hot slut to thank him for letting me suck his hard man cock. But, I simply couldn’t. After about 30 seconds I began to plead “ouch, ouch, ouch, it hurts.” He kept fucking me ruthlessly though with an angry look on his face. Instead of getting angry at him, I just whimpered and pled, “please sir, I’m sorry, it hurts to much. Let me suck you instead.” What a change? Here I was in horrible pain as he kept jamming his cock into me but instead of telling him pull out I was pleading and begging, apologizing for not taking it. Angrily he pulled out. He ripped the condom off. “Your gonna suck me good then huh?” “Yes sir, thank you” I said gratefully. “Your gonna suck me good bitch.” He crawled up me chest and squatted over my chin with his engorged cock wavering in my face. He propped my head diagonal with a pillow. Then he grabbed his hard cock and slapped me over and over. I just moaned and looked at him in submission, hoping that he would forgive me for not giving my asshole to him yet. Then he violently fucked my face, leaning hard on my face with his whole body weight. I choked, gasped, and cried but didn’t complain, how dare I after not taking his cock in my ass?? He pulled out and came all over my face and even shot directly in my eye. I was temporarily blinded in that eye and was not happy about the cum on my face. But like the slut I was I meekly sucked the cum off his dick quietly moaning in submission. I tried to wipe the cum off my face when it was time to leave but it still felt caked on even though I couldn’t see it. So I left his house in total shame. My asshole hurt, and my face felt sticky. I think I blushed the whole way home. I just knew that everyone knew that I was a fag, a bitch. I got home and said hey to my roommate and went back in my room in shame and laid there for a while. I made promises that I would never do it again. That I would get a girlfriend and stop watching the porn that had warped my sexual desires in this way…But two weeks later I grabbed my razor on the way to the shower. I shaved my ass and thighs for the first time and looked at the result. My butt and thighs were smooth, beautiful, and creamy. I felt my heartbeat speed up and my cock stir. I knew that I would text Jon again. And when I would, he would not have to see hair on his slut’s ass. More true stories coming up….