STOP THINKING ABOUT IT AND TRY IT, COCK LOVE

STOP THINKING ABOUT IT AND TRY IT, COCK LOVEI must admit that whenever the topic of cocks happened to spring up in joking fashion, it always made me feel sort of funny and strange?My name was Joseph before the following event changed my life forever. That was after my wife of some 9 years Molly met and fell in love with her boss and filed for a divorce from me back in 2016.While i still loved my Molly very much and had wed her for life, I allowed it to happen without contesting it putting her happiness ahead of my very strong sorrow.When she remarried and moved away, for some reason i began to masturbate while always thinking of our enjoyable sexual times together.Soon after these strange dreams began to get started, I becaas helpless to deny myself handjobs anymore.In them my Molly had a large erect penis and would only allow me to touch it and masturbate it off after pleasing her like doing housework or certain chores too.I would always wake up with a boner and end up jerking myself off over the bathroom toilet.Foolishly I told Ray a close friend at work one lunch hour when I felt very depressed and worried about the lay off coming soon in our company.It was three weeks later that Ray and I were filing for unemployment benefits down at our local unemployment office.Ray had no car so was spending the day with me having brought with him a large paper bag.Once back at my new apartment, he opened it and took out his lunch bag along with two cd discs in two plastic casesheld together by a large elastic band. When I asked him what they were about, I was a bit shocked and surprised when he casually said they were adult movie tapes he brought over to cure my lost wife masturbation fobia’s?In being one that never liked to argue or disagree, i said nothing while making a couple of peanut butter and jelly sandwiches and pouring a can of pepsi into my favorite tall glass.As we both ate lunch, Ray took it upon his self to turn on my cd player and tv and get that first tape he had put in playing.Never having viewed any kind of hard corn porn over my entire lifetime, I sat totally silent while viewing others have raw sex with each other for the very first time ever.It was a couple that right in their beginning of foreplay,let this guy knocking on their door right in……He too quickly got totally naked as both men began to give that pretty housewife type of woman their full undivided attention.For close to some 15 minutes or so, I watched her being felt up. finger fucked, allowing her hands to be be put on both mens dicks at the same time just before she allowed them bakırköy escort both to take turns fucking her.Casually glancing over, i snuck a quick peek at Rays croutch to see if he too had an erection like I had gotten? When I spotted a rather large distinct bulge down there, those strange funny feelings came over me once again.No I was not hard mind you, but feeling strange and sort of afraid as Ray asked me if I like to jack off while watching hot prorn vids?Soon on my tv screen instead of both guys paying full attention the pretty housewife, they just started to touch each others stiff pricks.Right then Ray just unzipped himself quite turned on and proclaimed he loved to play with himself and hoped I didn’t mind his brash actions?What happened next i will never forget, I couldn’t help but see the biggest cock ever since showering in my college locker room.Maybe this was because it was totally stiff and sticking almost straight out of Rays jeans. Sitting back down along with the lewd smile painted across his face, I refocused my gaze back to my large tv screen while feeling myself both blush and getting some  sudden hot flashes.After a few minutes, i could catch movement from Rays right hand out of the corner of my eye.Try as I may, i could not keep myself from occasionally gazing over at rays cock as the married man on the screen knelt before the stangers cock while quite clearly intending to suck on it!Right then I had serious choices to make for myself, Grab the dam remote and turn things off while ordering Ray to put it back in his pants and gather his things and leave my home immediately or do nothing and allow things to keep progressing?Much later on, I would learn that Ray was convinced that I had gay blood running through my veins ever since telling him about me strange jack off dreams. Little did I know that Ray was bl-sexual and at times like havig submissive men orally service his large penis down at the cities adult book store in the peep show section glory holes. As that on screen all male blow job began, the wife began to voice words of encouragment to her husband,” “Lick the head of it honey, lick it and jack his shaft a little bit too for me!” “Get him rock hard for me!”Some five minutes after that selfish fast paced blow job began, Ray suddenly stood up and walked right over in front of me presenting some 8 to 9 thick inches of co-worker boner to my dam sitting down face!””I can tell by the way you keep sneaking peeks, that it attracts you to no end…….. “I wont tell anyone ever if you beşiktaş escort want to suck on it a little bit.”In a million years I would never understand that without even any hesitation, with that scared feeling the strongest it had ever arrived at, I found myself sliding off my couch and forward onto both of my knees.With my hands pretty much by my sides, I watched Ray grasp it in his left hand place his right one on the back of my neck. Next that swollen pinkish prickhead of his was gliding straght ahead targeting my quivering still closed lips.Ray had to push forward as i was totally still and not moving one single bit. No ii was not going to commit to anything preferring for Ray to sort of force and institute all of this slow motion to me sexual action!Its funny how at that moment, I was feeling thatIi was betraying my Molly instead of actually performing a lewd gay homosexual act.Yet I allowed it to happen as Ray took his sweet time advancing and introducing a new inch or two into my frozen motionless mouth.Soon needing more air, Ii used my nostrils to fill my air needs as Ray’s slightly swaying hips started the friction side of things.As the soft sucking sounds began, behind Rays body came the very same identical noises from my television.”You like it a lot dont you,?” ” I knew you would since the first time i met you.” It was only a matter of time!”  proudly whispered RayMy silent answer was to tighten my tested lips in total resignation while hollowing my tongue to cradle Rays dicks back and forth underside!Televison words about coming soon and wanting the come fed my ears as I wondered what cum tasted like?It would be some six or seven more minutes of my totally giving in and willingly sucking the best that I could, that Rays lewd large load of exploding jism began to flood my willing mouth!While it excited me greatly while it was happening, near the end i suddenly felt the strong urge to throw up. While I tried to move my head away, Ray held the back of my head while greedily trying to shove it right down my throat.With a half greatly muffled scream as well as a desperate push,I somehow managed to free myself and lose a desperate run to my bathroom as my hallway carpeting now held some 95%of the big lewd load.My stay in my bathroom lasted a long time and i was so glad when emerging to find Ray dearly departed along with his bag.Later on i discovered that he took the second disc but the first one  still remained in my cd player.It was some five hours or so later, thatIi found myself rewinding it a little beylikdüzü escort bit to when that gay blow job first had began. Already I had myself a full hard- on asIi sat back naked on the same place on my couch.I watched in a state of pure fascination and strongly buildig excitment as their shared bi- sexual interactions turned into oral tribute.Right then and there, I fully realized that i had deeply enjoyed sucking Rays presented big cock and even the cum part to an extent.My entire load was shot and fully  captured in that now empty pepsi glass leftover from the afternoon!A warm peaceful shower followed by a deep sleep had me awakened by the window sunlight as my alarm for work didnt have to be set.It was Rays telephone voice just after noon hour that at first had me very scared and concerned. However he soon told me that he had had a great time stopping by and wondered if i was UP to having him stop by again soon.Less than an hour later, that magnifficent prick of his was at the gate to my throat as we both totally interacted as oral top and bottom.Now yet a second load was spit out and thus entered into that carefully made ready growing pepsi glass on my end table………..Over the next few days I would sample and sip the waterly sperm getting used to its texture, taste and manly to me tartness!When work resumed, our loading dock mens room became a place of me and Ray to interact Monday through Fridays. Also on weekends, that same book store complete with peep show booths and glory holes became my second favorite place on earth to visit.Sat nights that used to be me and Mollies stay home movie night had turned into my fucking and cock sucking arcade adventures.Vey soon I found myself almost completely over the bitch except for a pair of her pink skimpy panties I has found down behind our once shared clothes hamper.Yes shortly after my best buddy Ray has taken step two in using my submissive willing back door pussy ass, I started wearing them down to that adult book store under my skimpy tight denem jeans.Within two short years, my desires to fully cross dress and go crusing turned into a very sucessful business hustling in heat johns that cruised the city nightly for cross dressing sissies like me. My Ray had found himself a cute blonde late teen sissy boy and having both left our jobs, our hookups became a thing of the past with the both of us finding exactly what we wanted and needed elsewhere!Even today, that strange feeling when seeing a cock always over takes me. Except these days I must fuck or suck it or if lucky, get it in both holes to satisfy my strong needs and deep desires!Signed Josephine who wonders if any of you are  straight just like I was and might have always gotten those very same strange different feelings when viewing a cock, Especially a real big fully erect one like all over this hard core open sight?Fucken go for it, Your gonna LOVE IT.!